terlanjur cinta

rossa+ungu-terlanjur cinta

waktu bergulir lambat merantai langkah perjalanan kitaberjuta cerita terukir dalam menjadi sebuah dilema
mengertikah engkauperasaanku tak terhapuskan
malam menangistetes embun membasahi mata hatikumencoba bertahan di atas puing-puing cinta yang tlah rapuh
apa yang ku genggamtak mudah untuk aku lepaskan
reff:aku terlanjur cinta kepadamudan tlah kuberikan seluruh hatikutapi mengapa baru kini kau pertanyakan cintaku
aku pun tak mengerti yang terjadiapa salah dan kurang ku padamukini terlambat sudah untuk dipersalahkankarna sekali cinta, aku tetap cinta
mencoba bertahan di atas puing-puingcinta yang tlah rapuh
apa yang ku genggamtak mudah untuk aku lepaskan

dis song for sumbuddy ,nama perlu di rahsiakan..hehehehe.....

my buzday yg ke 26..lalalalalalalA...

kek dr mas ngan reha tq dear

saturday:21hb genap umur aku 26thn..da tua pon...aku da pasang niat satu jer thn nih..,aper dia ader laaa..hahahahhaa.sabtu mggu lepas aku xrancg tok buat buzday aku nih...sory pd kengkwn lain kalau aku x jemput ke aper....tp nih just aku nak hangout berkaraoke ngan diarg nih..gi pon mmg aku x wat grand pon buzday aku thn nih...sengkek beb.....hope fully korg phm..aku p ambik hid tos kitarg gerak p karaoke red box kat sogo.smpai umah hid dia bg aku muffin choc buatan hid sendiri..aku suka kakak...tq so much,n then kitarg tos p sana takut jem ngan nak dpt parking lg....smpai sana aku tos kol cece x angkat tdo aper..tos kol ikzal yg baru bes gym ktnya ,n soh diarg dtg cpt...satu jam aku ngan hid je melalak dlm karok ikzal ngan cece pon smpai..org paling last dtg kak aida ngan amboy,melalak tak hingat..mulanya karok 3 jam jerk..then sambung lagi 3 jam tos dinner kat sana jerk....ye laa kak aida pon dtg lmbt time tuh...so tambah masa lagi 3jam...aper pon aku ttp heppy ngan kehadiran korg even hati aku time tu ader laa sikit sedih ngan sentap sekali sebenarnya..pasal aper..?ader laa..biarlah aku je yg tau per dia,janji aku hepy masa buzday aku aritu ngan kehadiaran korg cuba jugak sorokkan kesedihan sebenar..hmm...anyway thx to all my frend out there yg wish awal b4 my buzday pon ader aper pon thx jugak,and thx to mas n reha yg wat suprise kek buzday kat karaoke ahad mggu lepas..karaoke lagi kan.yg penting aku x nmpak langsung korg bwk kek tuh.huhu,anyway tq so much..tp masa tuh matme je xder busy tak abis2 ari tuh smpai takle joinkan..oklahh kalau ader rezeki thn depan aku buat thn depan buzday aku akan ajk korg okey....

chowwwwww...!!!

mereka sudah penat,tp kak aida still tak benti nyanyi..
mas suprise kek besoknya.,terselit pix nih,,

my sister yg x benti menyanyi ari tuh..

hantaran dulang kosong utk ????

motif? kak aida if penat pon

kusyen kan ader.,atas cece gak nakkan..hahhaa

niat dlm ati ms nih apakah?ader laaa..

sandwish.. i love u guys..
choc muffin from hid..buatan sendiri
tq kakak..syg ko!

p/s:hopefully dgn umur yg da tua nih..heee,dpt laaa aku rs sesuatu thn nih,hahahaha..aper dia..??biarlah tuhan menentukan segalanya..amin....!

sehangat api

kenangan bersama fendi di zeta bar..hehehee..

z yg pakai sweater merah..erghhh..

td aku p meeting ngan agm aku kat hsbc cyber,aku terserempak ngan FENDI X-FACTOR. tuh jer.heheeeee..da bpr kali gak..hanya mampu mengukir senyuman,sbb keramahan dia sbg pekeje kt sanakan.hehehe..cm nih tukar kt cyber je la..bole ker...lalalala nih saje aku upload video x factor, TERINGT zaman kegemilangan diarg dulu..aku minat giler ngan Z AND FENDI MASA tuh.hee,len kali jumpa fendi atau z ambik pix byk2.nih membuat selalu aku nak p hsbc cyber je kan....hohoho...

love is NOT!!..........

Jealousy, insecurity, possessiveness and controlling behaviour ( such as of our time, friends, and who we speak to or see)......is not Love.
When someone makes demands upon your time that you end up isolating from all you care about and need ...... that's not Love.
It's unrealistic to think all you need is (so & so)- it isn't love, it's being possessive (that's not love). No one person should be responsible for filling someone else's emotional and physical needs..... That's not Love.
Isolation, name-calling and blame is not love. (for example: when you go out to see friends you are a whore).
To be hit because you talked to your family or friends. Nobody needs permission to do these things . That's not love ,that's just an attempt to isolate you so that you depend only on him or her that's unrealistic and unhealthy..... That's not Love.
When someone says "You never" or "You always" in trying to place blame. Is not love. There are no totals in life like that there is only "sometimes". This is just another attempt at control.
When someone hurts things smaller than them or pushes and/or verbally abuses in a cruel manner....that's not love. It can be a way to exert control by bad behaviour. Cruelty to pets is not love.
Interrogation, name-calling, sleep deprivation, threats of bodily harm...is not love.
Such things as "Don't make me have to hit you" and "If you just would have listened .. maybe I wouldn't have had to "hit" (or whatever other abuse or bad behaviour)...is not love.
Breaking things and throwing fits of anger in the name of love is not love. "Look what you made me do". Everyone is responsible for their own actions. I can't stress this enough.
Physically restraining while having differences of opinion ("Listen or else") any physical holding like this ....is not love.
Explosive tempers, hypersensitivity, blame, verbal or physical assaults, belittling, or simply not giving credit for any accomplishments .....is not love.
In what we do or fail to do, we are accountable for our actions. We should treat everyone as we want to be treated, as love does not hurt, make you feel pain and shame. Love doesn't leave bruises or scars or destroy emotions and feelings.
LOVE FEELS GOOD !!
Love is a lightness in the heart and a connection in the soul to others. I think we all really know when something doesn't feel right and hurts.... That's not Love.
If anyone shows or recognises any of the negative signs above that I have spoken about it's called ABUSE. I know, I'm a survivor. You can get away. Talk, scream if you need to ~ but GET OUT!
There is help out there....we need not live in fear any more, people are becoming aware.
DON'T HIDE ABUSE ANY LONGER . THIS IS HOW IT SURVIVES AND CONTINUES. FACE IT AND GET HELP !!
"Love believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things ~ Love NEVER fails."

dedikasi tok kengkwn!!

xder keje aku nak wat...just want to wish kpd kengkwn jerk....wish aper...saje aku nak wat satu dedikasi tok kengkwn terapat aku....kiranya wish tq laaa...okey aku nak mulakan dgn:

syaril amri..org panggil cece..aku kenal dia nih melalui

myspace...rsnya aku da 3 thn kenal dia...kitarg mmg tak der rahsia laa

tak kira peribadi,mslh ekonomi,smpai mslh rumah tangga pon kami share

bersama....aku syg dia nih hopefully persahabatan kami tak terputus..hasutla mcm

pon kami ttp pertahankan persahabatan kami.

kiranya kwn lelaki yg paling aku syg sekali...

hidayah org panggil hid atau ayu..oppss

aku kenal dia melalui dyg..rsnya persahabatan kami nak dekat dua thn kot..

tp yg pasti byk pahit manis ssh yg kitarg lalui..aper

yg aku nak kata dia kwn yg bes.kakak aku nak ckp even aper pon jd.

ko kwn aku dunia dan akhirat..syg ko.

firwahdy filani a.k.a fifi a.k.a aidy a.k.a p******hahahha

dia nih aku kenal melalui kengkwn jugak..tp yg mana da tau aper sudah jd aku ngan dia

b4 tuh tak yah aku update.kami da berkwn nak dekat 3 thn la.hmm aper aku nak kitarg da lalui

mcm2 ssh senang,menangis ketawa..secara keseluruhannyakami pernah berkongsi segalanya.even kami jarang jumpa skrg..dia ttp kwn aku selamanya walauaper pon mslh yg kitarg hadapi sebelumnya,dy sory tau aper yg terjd antara kita sebelom nih..hee..syg ko.

hafis biasanya org panggil matme tp feeling ngan nama agus daniel john..aku terimakengkwn seadanya..hahha.aku kenal dia baru jerk dr kengkwn jugak..kenal kat clubing.aper aku nak cite..aku respec dia nih sbb dia natural kwn ngan sesaper jerk..kiranya tak pilih bulu...dats y aku senang ngan dia nih.dia nih dok sebelah rumah aku jerk..jiran tetangga..jd ape mslh aku bosan ke per..dia laa yg teman aku..hehhetime kasih laa sbb still jd kwn aku..aku sgt hargainya..moga kekal laa persahabtan kita yer...

haaa..pix2 yg di ats..mereka2 sume kwn2 aku jugak...penat dowh kalau aku nak senaraikan yg mana selalu bersama ngan aku kan...aper yg aku tahu diarg nih the bes....i love u guys..

kak aida ngan z bkn nama sebenar.heeee.tuh jer leh aku ckp..kak aida aku kenal dr hid..kira baru gak aa aku kenal thn lepas rsnya,merupakan kakak yg paling ramah.dah berumah tangga..heee..tak tau nak komen aper pasal kak aida..tp yg pasti kak aida the bes,z nih aper aku leh ckp aku baru je kenal dia melalui kwn jugak.sape yg da kenal dia nih tau laa sape dia okey.tak yah laa aku cite panjang2.just bole ckp dia byk gak tolong aku dlm bermcm2 hal.hal aper..hal2 rumah tangga,tak yah la aku citer.tp aku respec dia jenis cool bila org dok ckp pasal kami,aku peduli aper org nak ckp aper pasal hubungan kami,yg pasti...biarlaa org tertentu jer tahu aper hal sebenar okey.

nih mas ngan reha..mas aku da kenal lama nak dekat 6 thn kitarg kenal..kenal melalui show2 ruffedge...reha lak aku kenal dr matme masa karaoke th lepas..sekarg da jd tunangan org pon....hopefully korg jd kwn aku selamanya....

memori di hari raya

rakan berjimba..heee

reunion..

sape2 yg aku terlupa upload tuh..korg pon ttp da bes..yg mana rasa aku kurg baik pada yg aku rs mmg tak baik ngan aku tuh..terpulang pd korg menilai aku.sbg manusia kita tak pernah lari dr kesilapanaku bukan kata aku bagus atau perfect just kita usaha aper yg kita nak.dan aku pon tak pernah nak hukum org..sape aku tok hukum org atau mengata org yg tak akan buat salahngan aku..tp kena ingat jgn menghukum org tanpa usul periksa.aperpon salah faham ttp bole di selesaikan kalau pon kita pernah bergado.the importent is korg ttp kwn aku jugak...tak baik berdendam ngan org lelama....heeeee,aper pon korg mmg kwn the bes...n world.!!

3 hari bercuti

cuti tiga ari mcm2 cite yg bole di dgr..tp aku okey jerk.....heeeee...


sabtu:patot nya ada keje yg nak di siap kan...di sbbkan aku tak bpr sihat pg tuh...aku ambik keputusan tak p keje n tos p klinik...huhuhu..mslh sakit pinggang...muda2 lagi da sakit pinggang..nasib..satu hari tuh aku tdo jerk smpaikan org kol byk kali mmg aku x dgr.....mlm tuh rsnya aku da okey bole lak berjln...sbb lapa...aku ambik hid mkn kat kg baru n kemudian cece,baron ngan suzie pon smpai.....lepas lepak kat kg baru baron nak lepak tpt lain..tpt len tuh biasa laa mana lagi kalau tak old town yap kwan seng...tp masa tuh cece xder.sudah balik sendul.....hehehee..masa lepak2 tuh fared dtg bersama awek tercinta(katanya bukan)tak tau laa kan..haahhaha...kemudian fifi a.k.a aidy pon dtg ngan muka letih yg amat...lepak2 kat situ untill 1sumting kot...mulanya aku ajk fifi p danau kota..pas tuh dia lak malas,akhirnya p laaa ngan hid..bershoping laa kami di sana...heeee


ahad:dok umah jerk jd suri rumah sepenuh masa...lalallala


isnin:.satu hari aku lepak ngan cece..ambik dia kat sentul......p mkn kat pizza hut ampang park...ngah bersembang2 sekali ader laa adegan yg sgt2 melucukan..biar laa aku ngan cece jerk tau....hahahha...tak baik ce ko gelak kan org tuh...smpai berair mata dia...cece kalau gelakkan org mmg num 1..after mkn kitarg feeling nak karok kt ktv ampang..dgn harapan kitarg be doa harap2 waiting list tak ramai...bukak pintu lift tak der org langsung...aku ngan cece heppy giler.cm tak pernah masuk karaoke time tuh...dpt number bilik terus masuk melompat menjerit kiatrg berdua kat dlm bilik tuh hahahaha..3 jam kitarg karok berdua jerk..mcm2 lagu kami nyanyi......yg pasti puas..dyg kol nak jumpa lepak kat pelita jumpa reha ngan mas.sorg tak der hari tuh matme a.k.a DAFI,dia p ukm melaksanakan tugas yg sepatotnya..after lepak kat pelita lepak mali lak...aiyooo..byk tol kedai mkn yg aku ngan cece p ari tuh...pas nih kitarg nak lepak tpt yg tak berkonsep kan makanan..bole ker....?heeee..balik penat..ader mahluk allah ni memberitahu berbagai2 cite dan rupa....tp aku tak heran pon....yg penting aku enjoyyy!lantak p laaa aper nak jadi.heee .i dun care wat other ppl thing about me,janji aku bukan mcm tuh,n cukup laa org tertentu tau hal sbenar..hee.

P/S:to all my frend yg sambut besday bulan nih..heppy besday okey....

chowwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

tag by hid....

tag by hid sgt lama lom aku buat..hahhaha..baru nak buat..sory kakak..vitamin tak cukup stok baru perasan ko tag aku..lemmm....

1. Do u think u're hot? -
.hot plus pinky2 apekah tandanya..hauhauahua

2.Upload your fav picture of you -



3. Why do u like that picture ?
bcz aku rasa kami sgt hot laa...hahahahhaa

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
.uuuu..not remember when but i was remember dat time last ngan cece ngan mas kat mid kot.

5. The last song you listen to ?
.beyonce -single ladies

6. What are doing right now beside this ?
.do my presantation......

7. What name you prefer beside yours ?
.emmph wat ever..hehehe

People to tag
1.matme
2.mas
3.ben
4.in a.k.a nini
5.jack kertu hahahahaha

8. Who is number one?
.jiran tetangga..memerangkap penasihat n perunding imej..huahuaha

9. Number 3 is having relationship with?
.A,B,C,D,E...

10. Say something about no 5?
.DIA seorg kwn yg tua n sgt kertu..hahha.gurau jack..aku tau ko comel2 hangit gitu...lalal

11. How about no 4?
.ishh..dia seorang yg sgt workoholick..ho ho ho..ssh nak jumpa dia..

12. And no 2?
.my frend dr aku bersama ruffedge lagi..till now...eheeeee.,

change

Change is relative. Change is what you are made to believe must be different. You cannot make change happen by yourself. Can change also just mean evolve? I never think that we change. I think we just simply evolve.We are not born into the people we are today. We are who we are today because of a decision you made before, and that decision you made , was influenced by someone else's decision, and their decision was also influenced. So you see, its all predetermined. nothing is actually yours, nothing that you think you changed was truly done by you. It is the conglomeration of many CIRCUMSTANCES that were presented before you, and yours, and theirs- before that.Circumstances have determined everything in your life. You only feel the need to get moving if there is a force, or a purpose in your cause- TO GET UP IN THE MORNING. Free will, does not exist. If we all had free will , then we would be complete products of our nature -and our nature was not determined by us either. Nothing would propel us to move. Do we make our own decisions? Or is it someone else that did for us? Our belief system that was the rise and fall of who we are today? It is our environment that is the cause and effect of the world around us. It moves you. People move you.Without each other, -You, Me, who are we?And those are my random thoughts/rants on change.Bless,hopefully

xder mud n keje byk..!

heloww kengkwn....lama aku tak update bloq..rsnya holiday aku byk aku nak update but aku xder mud,n keje yg menimbun kt opis.....hari nih aku baru stat keje,i feel little bit un well..tp gagah gak berkeje sbb da lama cuti...euhhh....holiday aku?mcm2 story..tp aku malas laaa nak update...sbb nak update pon kena ader feel n mud yg baik...sory guys agak mudy jerk lately....keje byk...bila evrything aku update laa aper yg nak di update..huhu...

chowwww,