happy new year...

fuhh lama daaa aku tak jenguk aku nya bloq..bersawang..biasa laaa cuti lama....heheheh....next week aku p singapore...yahuuuuuuuu......any way just one to say happy new year to every body n semua kengkwn aku....azam aku thn nih aper dia..?haaa..rahsia lol.....tak le b tau.....maklum laa ngah berbahagia sekarg kan...ngan saper?..haaa..nnt aku b tau saper dia....hehehehe.yg mana da tau..,sshhh..zip mulut korg....bak kata hid madu ku madu mu jua..tol tak hid..hauhauahaua.....and nak lupakan aper saje pahit yg berlaku dlm hidup aku sepanjang thn 2008..so...2009...coming..aku menghargai aper sahaja yg ader di depan mata aku skrg..and lupakan benda yg tak menghargai kita tak kira mcm mana bentuk sekali pon....ok laaa aku tak le lama nak on9...coz ader keje yg harus di bereskan.....c yaa!!..daaaaa....

kecik hati....

aper yang aku tau aku byk kecik hati sesangat sekarang!!kenapa?ngan siapa?sebabnya...biarlaa aku sorg jer tahu..........huhu..

capek dong..!

bulan yg sgt busy...terkejar sana sini....ptg je aku dpt duduk kejap..nih kejap jerk laaa..pas tuh aku kena organise even tok krismas..da abis even tuh..nak siapkan closing repot...pas tuh wat even tok thn baru..adehhh...peluang tok aku bersama ngan kengkwn kali susah skit..kekdg waktu aku cuti kena keje melainkan hari mggu..satunya hari aku dok umah..sbb penat...kalau keluar pon ader laa aku soh kengkwn yg baik hati ambik...omg..cepat laa abis bulan nih.....capek bangat deh....ok laaa..der keje aku nak bereskan..daaaaaa

persahabatan(sahabat sejati)

Dapet Dari Bulletin Di Friendster nich… setelah gw baca agak menyentuh juga , makanya gw salini di blog ini..
Apa yang kita alami demi teman kadang-kadang melelahkandan menjengkelkan, tetapi itulah yang membuat persahabatanmempunyai nilai yang indah.
Persahabatan sering menyuguhkan beberapa cobaan, tetapipersahabatan sejati bisa mengatasi cobaan itu bahkanbertumbuh bersama karenanya…
Persahabatan tidak terjalin secara otomatis tetapimembutuhkan proses yang panjang seperti besi menajamkanbesi,demikianlah sahabat menajamkan sahabatnya. Persahabatandiwarnai dengan berbagai pengalaman suka dan duka, dihibur-disakiti,diperhatikan-dikecewakan, didengar-diabaikan, dibantu-ditolak,namun semua ini tidak pernah sengaja dilakukandengan tujuan kebencian.
Seorang sahabat tidak akan menyembunyikan kesalahanuntuk menghindari perselisihan, justru karena kasihnyaia memberanikan diri menegur apa adanya.
Sahabat tidak pernah membungkus pukulan dengan ciuman,tetapi menyatakan apa yang amat menyakitkandengan tujuan sahabatnya mau berubah.
Proses dari teman menjadi sahabat membutuhkan usahapemeliharaan dari kesetiaan, tetapi bukan pada saat kitamembutuhkan bantuan barulah kita memiliki motivasimencari perhatian, pertolongan dan pernyataaan kasihdari orang lain, tetapi justru ia beriinisiatif memberikandan mewujudkan apa yang dibutuhkan oleh sahabatnya.
Kerinduannya adalah menjadi bagian dari kehidupan sahabatnya,karena tidak ada persahabatan yang diawali dengan sikap egoistis.Semua orang pasti membutuhkan sahabat sejati,namun tidak semua orang berhasil mendapatkannya.Banyak pula orang yang telah menikmati indahnya persahabatan, namunada juga yang begitu hancur karena dikhianati sahabatnya.
Beberapa hal seringkali menjadi penghancurpersahabatan antara lain :1. Masalah bisnis UUD (Ujung-Ujungnya Duit)2. Ketidakterbukaan3. Kehilangan kepercayaan4. Perubahan perasaan antar lawan jenis5. Ketidaksetiaan.Tetapi penghancur persahabatan ini telah berhasil dipatahkanoleh sahabat-sahabat yang teruji kesejatian motivasinya.
Renungkan :**Mempunyai satu sahabat sejati lebih berharga dari seribu teman yang mementingkan diri sendiri“Dalam masa kejayaan, teman2 mengenal kita. Dalam kesengsaraan, kita mengenal teman2 kita.”**

p/s:bukan senang dpt kita puaskan hati seorg sahabatkan..kekdg akibat memntingkan diri sendiri dan egoistic dlm diri jd persahabatan itu akan hilang...ingat laa kita nih bukan manusia yg sempurna..yg sempurna hanyalah yg maha kuasa lg maha esa.......

love for me...hrmmmm..

memories 17/12/2004 at tmn tun dr ismail

today if im still wif my ex,today is my aniversary on 9 years...but i was tinking,past is past..by gone be by gone YANA!!!wake up.....hrmm wat im want story dis bout him..He only wants me when I don't want him. Likewise, I only want him when he could care less about me. But really, he always cares. He just feigns disinterest and realistically pretends he doesn't give a shit. We've gotten so good at it, this little game we play; it's a sport we've been mastering for a decade. Sometimes I wonder if the game means more to me than he ever did. I've been competing so long that without the battle, I think I'd be lost. I long for his affection; I don't long to wrap myself in his love and feel its warmth pervade my lonely vacancies. I yearn for that, but not from him. But I want to know he lies awake at night, writhing, struggling, deeply feeling, all that he's missing; everything he's lost; how he'll never get it back. He'll never get me back. The day he chooses someone over me, my heart will break. Not out of jealousy and not because I'll wish it were me, but because I'm selfish. And perhaps, manipulative. Because I want him to want me, always. I'm the one who got away, the one he should have done everything he could to hold on to. The one he should have treated...right. We were young. We had our whole lives ahead of us. We weren't meant to be together, not then, not now. But years later, we ricochet between all or nothing. All equals misery. Nothing parallels emptiness. And the game is the undefined area in between. In the undefined, anything goes: hurt, disrespect, exploitation, compassion, lust, cruelty. I'm sick of playing in open-ended terrain. I'm tired of swinging through flames; my heart's tired of burning. Like a peacock who spreads his feathers, every love lost is another inscription on our silhouette of integrity. We may no longer love them, but they shape us nonetheless. We may no longer want to be with them, but learning they want to be with someone else stings. And so we move on. But we carry them with us always, their memories like crinkled photographs, in our back pockets. I don't love you anymore. But you love me. And that makes me feel powerful; it means I've surpassed you; beat you at our game. And that, I love.
mengapa harus cinta..............

busy month!!

OMG pls give me a breath dis month....damn busy wit my work....help me..!!!

i want MR WHITE plsss..lalalalalala

weken time....

today my favarite day.....last day lalalallaa...sok

cuti......ader date...tak sabar.....so hv a gud weken to all my frend....daaaaa...muah

kawan tikam kawan.....?

huh...today a bit busy....terkejar sana sini...byk tui keje kena aku settel kan nih....nih baru laaa reda aku leh ngadap tenet jab....tp kejap jer laa..huhuhu.....baru jer on9...aku terbaca laaa sorg nih kwn aku nya...tp aku xnak ckp laa per dia....but aku tak tau laa pd sape dia tuju....secara kesimpulannya pada pendpt aku laaaa...peribahasa pernah mengatakan sarang tebuan jgn di jolok...maka bila di jolok jdnya lain......tak kasar kan bahasa aku....cuma aku memberitahu melalui peribahasa jerk...bukan tok sesaper tp kita perlu laa paham dan beringat ngan peribahasa tuh...kalau tak paham ngan peribahasa tuh nnt aku beli kan kamus peribahasa okey x?berbalik pd citer td.,ape pendpt korg kwn tikam dr belakang..korg tau ker peribahasa nih...kalau tau bagus la,,,,kalau x tau meh aku bg tahu...alaaa...kwn yg suka mengata belakang,depan baik belakang tikam ko...huh nih pendpt aku laaa,aku pernah gak mcm nih...tp benda tuh da lepas pon.pd aku kita terima jerk per yg berlaku,n maaf kan,janji takkan berlaku lagi,.tp kes yg tikam tp xnak masok jail tuh cmner?maksud aku ckp jer tp x berani nak bersemuka...tuh lagi parah.......pendpt aku laa,kalau x puas hati baik ckp terang2 kan.i mean ckp face to face to aper ko x puas hati.......tak payah ko p smpai kan kat org sana sini..tol tak...?nnt jd kes lain org smpai citer cm nih da bertukar2 citer...kalau dia nak berterusan mengata belakang2SUKA ATI LU LAA NAK WAT CMNER PON ,KALAU TUH LU PUAS HATI,gi pon aku bukan laaa manusia yg PERFECT...aku pon manusia yg tak lari dari kesalahan,x gitu.dan satulagi peribahasa dah ludah jilat balik..korg tau ker aper maksudnya...okey kalau tau gak bagus tak yah aku citer panjang lebar,pendpt aku laa,kalau kita pernah krisis ngan org tuh sakit hati cmner pon ,satu hari kita ttp kena maaf kan dia jugakkan,takler sepanjang masa kita nak bergado masam muka tol tak....buang yg keruh ambik yg jernih?tp kalau dia taknak menjernih kan keadaan tak mengapalah cuma aku leh pesan semoga dia bahgia aper yg dia wat..tuh jerk..aku percaya pada karma..believe it.. sbb gi pon aku nih jenis yg pemarah jugak,tp bila lama2 tuh aku nih jenis cpt cooldown n cepat jd pemaaf..so....aper kata kita bermaafan jer..tol tak?

.itu aku kata pendpt aku laaa....pendpt korg mcm mana lak?ok laaa....aku der keje nih......tuh jer nak aku taip tok ari nih..

daaaaaaa....

ps:pendpt di atas tiada kena mengena ngan hidup atau da meniggal dunia..tu cuna pendpt..saper terasa tuh gua mintak maaf laaa..

i tink i hate u..

i tink i hate u..i hate u much..

but why i cant..

do i still need u..god ..bless me...im not strong enough..pls..give strength,

i hv to keep on moving, i dunno wat will hepen to me but i truly nows,i still love him dats it.....huhuhuhu....

p/s:note ni bukan tok seseorg yg aku gelar kawan,yg mmg da ku anggap spt adik beradik sory,bkn tok dia..tp tok seseorg yg pernah aku lalui pahit manis dulu..sape?biar lah rahsia..sbb aku xnak bila aku luahkan nnt ader yg salah phm.betol laa kengkwn ckp kenapa aku susah nak bukak pintu hati aku tok org lain..nih laa jawapannya..aku harap korg paham.omg..tolong la aku hapuskan sume memori tuh..huhuhu

aktiviti2 4 hari cuti..

hey ya heyya hey ya!!miss my bloq...4 hari aku x bukak tenet...biasa laa cuti 4 hari termasuk smlm aku mc kan...byk agenda bersama2 kengkwn stat dr jumaat......

jumaat mlm aidy txt aku ajk p lq....tp fared ckp nak p poppy last2 deside p poppy jugak..sume berkumpul kat celcom...so..aku p ngan ptam,sara,fared aizul ngan maksu p ngan aidy....smpai sana aku layan rnb jerk bes giler sume lagu2 dia...sara sorg jerk layan house kat tingkat atas.....balik cm biasa laaa pelita laa mana lg....aku balik ngan ptam....aku x tau yg ptam xder lesen..,lesen hilang p ganti balik bole.....iskkk.......aku lak lesen p tggl dlm kete aku...bwk ic nggn duit jerk nak d jdkan citer.....ptam berenti tepi jln depan convension centre koz depan tuh ader roadblok..ptam benti situ soh aku...'aku tya ptam?ko benti asal,?ko minum byk ker td?ptam:ko drive mak munah aku xder lesen...,terkezut jab..awal tak nak b tau soh aku bwk lesen kan.......tos aku kol sara soh dtg ambik kitarg,i mean soh fared ker atau aidy bwk kete.diarg lak stuck kat depan aloha bapak lama..jem nya pasal.....sementara menunggu diarg pta da dok belakang,tiba2 pakcik polis tuh dtg naik motor trafick bukak pintu kitarg,pakcik traffict:nih ape hal dok kat sini kamu lari dari roadblok yer.....aku:ehh tak laa pakcik ,saya tggu kwn dtg sini....pakcik:pemandu mana?takkan kete nih jln sendiri....aku da tak tau nak ckp aper...aku ckp kwn saya p ambik kwn....pakcik:takkan dia leh jln p sana jln kaki nmpak sgt kamu tipu nak lari dr kesalahan...kamu mabuk yer...?aku:pakcik saya x mabuk ,sumpah ....saya mintak maaf pakcik mmg saya tggu kwn saya...aiyoooo timew tuh ngan ptam da cuak giler sbb dia bg tempoh 5 minit jer dok kat situ kalau tak kete tuh diarg nak tarik...moral off the story....mr aiman yg gedik p buat ko nya lesen cepat bole!aiyooo aku x nak kena tahan lesen tak der nok.............walaupon enjoy mlm tuh ttp kena tahan ngan pakcik traffick kan...

sabtu:kol 10.30 aku da bgn..nak p klang cadang nya...tp matme kol ajk p phavilion ngan reha lepak2...reha lak nak beli contactlense..merata2 cari akhirnya cari kat kat area umah aku jerk.....p mkn ngan matme ngan reha then kitarg beli jco...matme pon da terpengaruh beli laa jugak tok diri sendiri kan......pas lepak ngan diarg aku tos p klang...koz famili aku sume da ader kat sana..........

ahad:aku bgn agak lmbt..tuh pon hid kol aku byk kali...tp aku ttp xdpt angkat bcz tak larat nak bukak mata.....kol 1.45 gak laa aku bgn .,heeeeee,kemas bilik aku jab,tos mandi bersiap bcz aku da berjanji ngan cece ngan hid nak p tgk citer BOLT,destinasi nya phavilion....phavilion lagi,cece ambik aku kat rumah kol 3 lebih....n berteman seseorg bernama Z bukan nama sebenar..sbb identiti takkan di beritahu...hehhehee,pecah lobang nnt kan cece kan...hahahhahaha,pas tuh aku antar cece ngan z dulu p phavi bcz cece nak ambik ticket then tos aku p ambik hid kat umah......show movie kitarg kol 510....emphhh..bes citer tuh....tp pas tuh aku pening...bcz pakai spek 3D wat aku pening pale.....pas tuh tgk movie kitarg p piramid mkn...mulanya nak p asia cafe,memandang kan cuaca tdk mengizinkan kitarg p piramid jerk mkn kenny rogers..plan asalnya.nak mkn wendys laa carls jr laa akhirnya mkn kt tpt lain..otw balik baron kol hid ajk lepak kat rasa syg.....time tuh aku da mcm mabuk skit..pening cm nak muntah balik tos tdo...

isnin:pagi2 lagi aku da bgn tolong mak aku hidang mkn n buat aper2 yg patot.hari tuh aku rajin sgt buat kek..pg2 lagi aku da bgn.gipon bf adik aku famili dia nak dtg merisik pas zohor kang...pas org sembahyang raya biasa laa aku dpt msg kengkwn wish raya cm raya aidilfitri lak.....meriah...sembg2 ngan mak aku ,ayah aku p tolong org sembelih lembu...pas daging nya aku masak sup ngan wat rendang...dpt laa dua famili hari tuh ngans sedara2 mkn.mlm tuh aku xwat aper...cuma penat mengataso segala mas kol nak dtg lepak cheras nak bg barang ktnya...so aku ngan matme lepak kt biasa laa...mana lagi mamak hajris...heeeee.


selasa:hari nih aku mc..bgn pagi jerk aku kol opis ckp aku mc..heee...jgn contohi aku yer.......laalalallalala...malas nak p keje...gi pon pale aku pening cm nak muntah......pas mandi..aku bekpes tdo lek.....tghari baru bgn..hahahhaa,then aku teringin nak mkn macd...kol laa mas ngan matme ajk diarg p sana....pas mas abis keje dia dtg even penat..ajk matme sekali .ujan lebat giler..tp gigih gak p sana,.b4 tuh matme txt aku:jd ke kuar mkn nih?aku:jd mas kuar rumah 3.30 kang..matme:tak la maksud aku kot2 ko nak p tpt len ker..p macd jer kan..,aku pakai selipar jerk,tak yah over2 bersiap kalau p macd jerk..aku:ye laa aku pon pakai selipar jerk..wat per nak over2...last2 otw nak p macd tiba2 mas kata bila lagi nak p karok cm dulu..matme ckp ok jerk..skrg pon bole..aiyooo masa tuh tos kol reha tanpa berpikir p tos kitarg p ktv imbi melalak 2 jam...balik tuh mkn kat mamak...tak merancang pon.....sory e ngan ben bukan tak nk ajk korg...gi pon korg bzz ngan asimenkan..gi pon time tuh koarg der klas kan....jd kitarg p tos..xper plan karok seterusnya mayb krismas day or thn baru okey..kita melalak cm dulu okey....tgguuuuuuuuuuuu

FRENDS wit your ex???

Do you stay friends with your exes? Are there certain exes you’re able to remain friends with, and others that you’re not? Why?What constitutes a “bad ex” -- someone you simply have to sever all ties with, from a “good ex” -- a person that, though you no longer work with romantically, you deem to be a good person, and a friend you want to hold onto?After every failed romantic relationship, I think about this: will this be a guy I’ll stay friends with? And usually I know the answer – the correct answer – immediately. For me, it depends on a few things, the first being whether or not we ever had an actual friendship. Whether he was my friend first, or we just managed to build a solid, special bond during our time together, when genuine friendship underlies the relationship, I find I don’t want to wholly eliminate that person from my life. Though difficult, and oftentimes painful – especially if one, or both people, still has feelings for the other – in these circumstances, I always try to gently, carefully, peel away the layer of romance, leaving only loving friendship in its place.The other factor that helps me determine if I’ll stay friends with an ex is whether or not I truly respected him as a person. Sure, he might have seemed wonderful during those first few stages of crush-dom – those eyes, his curls, that deep, sexy voice! – but a few months later, if I found that those were his only redeeming qualities, and his other qualities consisted of yelling at waiters, belittling me and my friends, and publicly humiliating me…at least once a week, it was a pretty sure thing I was going to completely boot him from my life.Fortunately, I’ve only ever dated very few people I didn’t respect, or who I didn’t build sincere connections with. And, as I’ve come to realize throughout the years, I had to date those completely wrong-for-me guys to learn what it is I do want, and deserve, in a mate. Plus, I credit them for teaching me about standing up for myself, learning to realize that it’s their own insecurities and problems, not mine, that make them treat others so heartlessly.That leaves the rest of my exes. The majority. The good guys, who, for whatever reason -- bad timing, lack of chemistry or passion for the other, opposing values, distance -- despite their “good-ness”, I just didn’t work out with romantically.They are still my friends. For the most part, anyway. And no matter how often, or how little, we talk, I feel enriched by their presences in my life. They’ve all had a hand in shaping me into the person, and most certainly the romantic counterpart, that I am today.

They’ve prepared me for A, my true love; the guy that I hope to be with always. I can guarantee if I’d met him even a few years ago, before some of these pivotal relationship experiences, I wouldn’t have been ready for him. Though I am not perfect – far from it! – I am at least now a version of myself that works well in this healthy, communicative relationship; I am able to communicate openly and effectively, something that, until a couple years ago, I was not able (or aware of how) to do.Most of these exes have moved on to find their loves, as well, and that thrills me. And the ones who haven’t I have no doubt soon will. After all, they are the good guys. And I’m sure I had my hand in shaping and teaching them a thing or two as well (I hope!).So what about you? Are you able to remain friends with your exes?

merisik??

after meeting td i hav my lunch wit nadia and hana,,,then bersembg pasal trip next month.....ke mana tunggguuuuuuuu....aku sgt2 laa mengantok ptg nih..hujan lebat mmg sedap kalau dpt tdo kan.yg membuat aku mengantok sbb aku dpt tdo 4jam smlm...tak bole tdo punya pasal kan so aku balik as usual lor today bcz nak bayar balik tdo aku yg x ckup......tomorow is fabuolas friday ..yeayy!!stat cuti smpai isnin..kan raya haji isnin tu....lom ader plan lg.all my frend out there wait for me huh..miss already all my frend....nnt aku update bloq balik yer aktiviti 3 hari tuh.aper yg aku tau isnin tu belah lelaki bf my sister dtg merisik..alhamdulillah...jawapnya langkah bendul..tuh agaknya aku terjaga dr tdo kot mlm td...maklum laa tak lama lg antara my sibling ader yg da berumah tangga..teringat aku zaman bercinta nak bertunang bagai tp tak jd....its okey jodoh pertemuan di tangan tuhankan.moga laa aku bertemu jodoh hendaknya..mana tak nya semua kengkwn aku yg da kawin tanya bila lagi..hrmmm...no comment..makin hari makin tua jer rasanya even nak masok 2 bulan lg my befday.26 thn daa...isshh...new year around the corner...azam korg aper...?aku punya azam dr thn nih nak bwk ke thn depan aper dia...rahsia..hahahahah...ok laaaa nih jerk aku mampu nak taip...im so tired n so sleepy rite now........

daaaaaaaa..
chowwww

3 a.m...wat hepen to me..?

yesterday 3:00 a.m i wake up.For years now, this has been a waking time. On a good night, I rouse, see the clock, , try to shut my eyes, and will myself back to sleep. A typical night leaves me restless for another hour or so. Lately, I've just surrendered and gotten up.

I turn to late night TV, the internet or some light entertaining novel or magazine. I have to watched it enough that its familiarity might comfort me back to sleep, though this time in the comfy chair rather than the bed. It has to be good enough to really watch again if that doesn't happen. I might give myself a facial, pluck my eyebrows or wax dip my hands. I just won't do a manicure. This time of the day guarantees I'll smudge fresh polish. It's a good time of night for supper, and that can actually set the stage for small, frequent meals during the day.The main thing is that I cannot use this time to think. Not 3:00 a.m. Even the brightest happy thoughts can be twisted at this time of day.
This is a time for LOLcats or throwing things at people on Facebook,myspace and this bloq. My thoughts have not been so dark that I'm running from them. I'm just a little hesitant to even give them an opportunity to turn dark. I miss thinking on that level, skating the line between mindful, honest observation of self and gut level emotion, trying to contain both within the discipline of lucid self expression.

I've gotten some good writing out of those deeply introspective moments, and I've really missed writing well,OMG pls gave me a bless and peaceful in my life.

AMIN!!

tanpa dan harapan

Resah yang kuUbah dalam kata Melukiskan kesunyian Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti
Meski Pagi itu menatapiAkan sunyi tanpamuMenemani aku sepi

Tanpa..Cintamu aku resahTanpa..Kasihmu aku hampaTanpa..Dirimu aku matihohoo…

Kini benar-benarku rasakan Dalam benuk hatiku tanpamuKu tak mengerti Takut Takut jauh dari dirimuKan kau tinggalkan aku sendiri Tanpamu ku mati Hohoo…
Resah yang kuUbah dalam kata Melukiskan kesunyian Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti

today not so busy....yg membuat aku bzz pg ngan td jerk...so...stat from tomorow my bos not around,holiday for one week..yeyay!!so i just wanna spend my time to dis bloq...miss it bcz off my work yg sgt byk....td aku just dgr lagu2 yg upload n aku nak burn dlm cd..then aku dgr lg nih dr kumpulan 6th sence ngan fazli zainal +harapan..aku teringat si mas suka kan lagu tanpa nih..bila dgr2 aku pon jd suka lagu nih.and lagu fazli zainal nih aku dgr kat hot fm td...sebenarnya i miss sumone but dunno how to say...he is my frend n long time i never meet him..hope he ok may god bless him.aku rindu giler ngan dia smpai aku mimpi dia lak mlm td hahahha..xpenah2 pon nak mimpi dia,aku mimpi yg dia sakit.hopefully dia sihat walafiat.kol??bkn aku xnak kol ,dia bzz ngan keje2 dia n mayb he need a time so..aku xmo kacau dia.rindu aku tak payah ckp laa.rindu sorg kwn kpd kwn baik jer yer...aper yg korg pikir.sbb may b mlm td aku teringat yg aku byk spend time ngan dia.ssh senang..emphh..but its okey aku paham situasi skrg..aper yg aku rs skrg bukan krn perasaan aku ader feeling2 JATUH CINTA ker..bukan yer..nan ado..tp feeling2 sbb aku syg dia n semua kengkwn aku.sbbnya aku da penat nak bergadoh daaa.hope pas nih semuanya berjln ngan okey.aku cuma mendoakan kebahagiaan dan kesejahteraan dia dr jauh jerk..tu jerk aku mampu.niat aku satu jer ,aku x nak bermusuh ngan sesaper pon n tak terlintas dia hati tok aku buang kwn spt dia.mungkin sbb kebusyan aku membuat aku lupa semuanya and aku xpikir pon pasal dia,sama mcm aku dpt jumpa ngan siA.,lepas rindu...sejak kitarg break off,mana penah jumpa,tp kitarg still jd kwn gak even kitarg da xder paper..cinta sejati uollsss hee.sedih lak bloq aku hari nih...tp tu jer laa dpt aku luah kan dlm bloq nih.....daaaa

tq to all my frend..

hey guys...im so bz like hell dis week..tak sempat nak post paper pon even byk benda yg patot aku pos..heee...anyway thank you to everyone who read and commented on my BLOG I cannot begin to tell you how helpful it has been for me to journal my mourning process on this blog. Not only has it helped me to work through and understand my own feelings, you have all rallied around me and created an endlessly supportive and loving community; when I don't feel comfortable sharing my sadness and grief with the people in my daily life, I turn to you guys to vent and disclose. I heed your advice, and gain strength from your encouragement.Thank you for letting me share my range of emotions on wat ever matter, It wasn't these friendships that caused me to start blogging. It was my love of writing, and a sense that having a blog, would force me to write everyday. It hasn't. I skip plenty of days. But what I never skip is checking in on all of you. Reading your thoughts. Wanting to be there for you and give you virtual hugs in your times of need, and feeling excited for and giddy with you during your happiest moments.

i want to say thank you for helping me through my difficult times. The support and solace I've gained from you continues to help me in ways you'll never know. And the love and prayers I received during my health scare had just as much to do with making me well as the healing properties of medicine and time. And my joys mean more to me because you are there experiencing them with me. We've become like family, and I love that. And I look so forward to continuing to build these bonds that have become so important to me.So, no, it wasn't these friendships that caused me to start blogging -- as I said before, when I began this journal I didn't have any idea the scope and depth of the relationships and connections forged in the blogosphere -- but now, they are most certainly one of the main reasons I continue.

lots of love

yana

muah

cuma nak perkenalkan jerk..heee

saper yg hujung sana tuh..
nih dia location sape nak beli lembu or kambing ngan amer..

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aku tak peduli yg penting aku hepy...

hari nih aku p opis jab...bukan ader keje pon tp aku kena kumpul semua fail n dokumen aku jerk,sepatutnya aku p ikut matme ngan reha p phavilion....n soh pon diarg ambik aku kt opis,last minit aku kena ikut mak aku p kajang n pas tuh mak aku kena wat kimoteraphy,.emphh takper laa kena laa aku cancel join ngan diarg,tak tau laa mlm kang diarg nak lepak kan.smlm aku habis keje aku balik rumah jab...aiyoo hujan lebat giler...balik aku releks sbb xsabar menanti kan jam 8mlm.sbb aku da berjanji ngan seseorg yg super duper lama aku x jumpa,yg aku rindu tak usah nak ckp laaa,hee.aku hanya bole nama A jerk,hee.jam 8 A dtg ambik aku kt rumah n aku terkejut ingat dia sorg,rupanya ader dua org.noh pon mcm biskut kejap ader kejap xder...n aku tgk dia skrg cm kurus skit...alasan nya dr dulu busy ngan keje,biasalaa..haha,xder yg berubah la.tok memakbul kan teringin A nih tok mkn nasi lemak,biasa laa tpt yg paling sedap MALI.kami smpai sana nak dekat 40minit yer..ngan jem nyasempat laa mcm2 yg kitarg sembgkan..smpai sana tak der tpt,n sgt ler ramai.nak tak nak seb lucky ader org bla but tpt tuh sgt2 laa dekat ngan kaunter nasi lemak,kami smpai jerk aku rs aku da mcm artis,tetiba ader group 4 org anak dara nih dtg dok sebelah tegur noh ngan A nih ,rupanya depa mai dr spore.yg mmg da lama giler teringin nak jumpa A nih.maklum laa da tak berkecimpung dunia seni lagi,jaga kambing kan...huahauahauha.aper lg aku ngan noh jer laa p beli mkn tok A nih sekali.yg noh sebok ngan camera recorder nya,di ambik video merata tpt,tok kenangan ktnya.hahhahha.aku rs tah berapa lama aku tak jumpa A nih lepak sama semenjak hubungan putus di tgh jln ngan pengeluaran dia dr group.dia tos fokus ngan bisness jerk.mcm mana kitarg leh berjumpa balik sbb aku btau A yg aku akan ke spore.dia terkejut sbb aku nak berhijrah kat sana.so..dah dok semeja,face to face..dia buka mukadimah ngan kitab ceramah dia...mmg tak berubah laa dia tuh..ttp ngan ade3r nasihat dia..hopefully semuanya berjln ngan lancar.sbb aku teringat satu ayat dia bg...BERANI MENGHADAPI KENYATAAN,N JGN LARI DR MASALAH SBB TAK DER MSLH DI DUNIA TAK BOLE D SELESAIKAN..emphh..aku paham laa kat situ.dan mungkin aku da sedar betapa besarnya nilai masa yg perlu aku lakukan kat sini...semuanya bergantung pd takdir.aku da lakukan yg terbaik n aku da lakukan aper yg patot aku lakukan.aku sahut cabaran tuh.

daaaaa.

p/s:aku rs aku hepy sgt..tak tau nak gambarkan hepy aku tuh cmner,kelukaan lalu terubat kini..moga tuhan merahmati perjalanan hidup aku....amin!!

a lil bit down lately

hrmmmmm....today friday was fabuolas day for me...but today n dis week make me a lil bit down.....i dun have feeling to do my work but try to do my right decision.....honestly i dunno wat im trying to do....but really give up wit everything.................may b i need a space time for me to rest...to my gud frend cik hidayah....sory kakak....aku tak tau aper aku nak citer kat ko td....tp yg pasti aku rs tetiba cm sedih giler n frust yg tak le aku gambar kan...but its okey..may b aku akan rs okey bila aku akan rs benda tuh betul2 okey...dun wory kakak..aku syg kan ko tau...huhuhuhu....kalau ko nak msg or kol aku senyap tak berjwp tuh paham2 la yer..nnt aku cari ko kita kuar sesama...tuh bila ko da abiskan projek mmu ko tuh...
sory guys aku tak der story yg menarik mggu nih kalau ader pon,nnt laa aku update...daaaaa

to nadia:nah klip yg hang nak sgt...hishh..buat bloq sendiri bole....

stat of new month.....

i am so brain dead rite now...typing at office..argghhh...sum emosional breakdown earlier,dunno why dun ask me,wat hepen to me euhhh...dun be so emo,so..not me,

monday was a quite a pleasant day...a suprise visit from my frendwith hug n sunflower..hahahaha..how cute is that..its second time i got a flower from tutttt last time..hehhehe..thx hana coz visit me..

tuesday its been quite tiring day,got fed up wit everything...how im feeling rite now?a lil bit down.i know tears will flow soon..but i try to fight it back,i just dun wanna cry anymore,i invy those who can really witstand a strong relatation ship n frendship...y cant i?erggghhh...naaahhh...sumtimes i wonder and wonder n wonder y do i hv to keep n pondering n wondering?now my cousin ym me..yana how can girl tell if guy fall for her?my answer''your instict will tell u.i seriously dunno...but then its true..a guy can tell how much he cares bout u,but how we know whether is he telling u the truth??hmmm..i tink my instinct definitely is my strong point i will no a guy will go MIA..hee, i will now a guy make his move..its all my instinct..so far..its never fails me..so i will keep on trusting my instinct..i trying to reogarnice my life style..all i want a simple lifestyle,a man who can make me smile and be our selves..yeah the man..can wait right now..im kinda heppy if its was hepen to me..confused wit my frendship,n tired wit make a relationship...mayb i am tired..yes i am tired definitely i am truly getting old..next year been 26 years old..gossshh.old..old.old..heee.a short msg for my gud frend out there.u are one the strong person that ive ver meet..a loving person,ur always they for me,ill always there for u too wat ever hepen, we all hv to keep on moving..allah as shown u the light,he actuaaly give u that strength,if i were u..i duuno wat will hepen to me but i truly nows ,that u all will be there,to hear my rantings,to listen my shit ,thx n gud luck wat ever u guys do okey...take care....

emphhh

amer haziq vs amer munawer

miss both off them much..

lagu Dayang Nurfaizah yang dinyanyikan oleh pencipta lagunya sendiri iaitu Amer Munawer bekas anggota Ruffedge. Ini hanya demo dan masih rough. emphh..aku dpt tau td dr mr kadir yg amer buat balik lg nih n dayang nurfaizah nyanyi..the last time i no amer ask ruffedge sendiri nyanyikan lagu nih but bila dia sendiri da keluar dr ruffedge terus dyg yg nyanyikan lagu nih..aku di beritahu lagu nih di cipta khas yg mmg ader kena mengena dlm hidup amer munawer bekas anggota ruffedge....aku serta kan klip video nih tok tatapan semua..enjoyy..

kasih maafkan-dyg nurfaizah

heppy birthday to my lovely mum...

today i got to finish it all my paper work n gone back as usual 6 clock bcz to day my mum birthday yang ke 48years old...ermm..rsnya my mum cm muda jerk tgk dr segi usia...heeeee.,im planing with my sister to make a small suprise party for my mum...n ask my younger brother to handle my mum at home ....maksudnya bwk mak aku keluar dulu...hopefully everything berjln ngan baik......mama..semoga panjang umur,n semoga my mum sihat selalu even sumtimes dia tak berapa sihat gak ..n murah ler rezeki kami sekeluarga...amin....syg mama sgt2.

entah2 nanti ko kawin ngan aku part2...

sambungan citer dr bloq hid 'entah2 ko kawin ngan aku'...hahhahaa.korg lee p baca laa hid nya blog..mayb part3 ptam yg buat....cm kelakar tajuk tuh sbb mana tak nya ptam wat kelakar mlm td.....aku lepak ngan dia kat maluri almost nak dekat dua jam kot smpai bos panggil balik kan ptam........maklum laa skrg rumah sentul jarang balik mana taknya skrg stay kt maluri rumah bf....bf?aper kes....takper bahagia aku melihat kengkwn yg dah berpunya sedang aku belum lg.......disssshhh...lom ader jodoh ..tajuk nih laaa yg aku sembangkan ngan ptam mlm td..kot2 jodoh ader depan mata....kelakarnya semuanya jodoh berhubung kait ngan kengkwn..kelakar tol pasangan2 yg mustahil terjadi...tak thn ptam ckp eca ngan shery....ghahhahahahaha..bole ker......?tak per hid moga ko pon dpt jodoh cepat....tak bole tergesa2 sbb kalau tergesa mana nak dpt,nan ado laa jawapnya...dia akan dtg mungkin tanpa kita sedari.....aku...?aku tak yah korg tya bila..buat masa skrg aku belum ader rs nak buka pintu hati aku pd sesaper,aku da pakai locked kt hati aku,hehehe..may b aku da letih kot...give up sebenarnya,may b mana yg tau citer..tau laa kot,kengkwn terdekat jerk tau..,mana yg tak tau citer,haa tak per tak der ulangan yer...hee,aku ckp benda nih jugak kat mak aku ngan kengkwn close aku..n aku tak nak penat kan kepala wat sementara nih..tp bila tiba masanya tuhan tuh da buka kan pintu hati aku nih tok seseorg ..,y not aku akan cuba..gi pon perjalanan hidup aku masih panjang lagi..aku rs byk lagi benda yg aku lom buat...kalau ader pasnih ader ler...terima jerk..ingat ptam ckp mlm td biar kita terima org yg sygkan kita lebih,jgn kita yg terlebih syg kan org tuh..bukan aku kata tak le syg sgt...bg aku kita belajar syg diri sendiri dulu..,,pandai ckp kan aku...bukannya aper aku nak share kat sini...yg aku pernah rs semuanya.....pernah rs di tinggal kan,pernah di rejec pernah rs di sygi tp keluarga tak suka plak...cmner.?emphh tuh bergantung individu yg ader pengalaman....dream can change but love is forever..xper laaa pd kengkwn aku yg masih single spt aku moga aper yg korg cari akan dpt yer....doakan aku jugak...hehehehee,sama gak kengkwn aku yg da berpunya tak kira laaa korg tuh orentation str8 ker tak str8 oppssss..terlaser kejap uoolsss...aku doakan gak kebahgia

an korg okey....eheeee.

i love dis song very much..remind me to sumbody,n i miss him a lot..

You're Not The One Daniel Bedingfield
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call? If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me now We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed? If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head? If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life? If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away But I know that this much is true We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with And I wish that you could be the one I die with And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today 'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right And though I can't be with you tonight You know my heart is by your side
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms...?

mereka

family di hari raya
tragedi sunshine? apakah?mereka d sana jerk tau..hehe

my befday..yellow

happy moment

cha cha

mereka pose yg sgt gedix...

clubing...

heppy pas mkn...

party time....

wedding..turn sape lepas nih weiii

hv fun di karaoke...

open house biruuuuuu

beloved frend matme n husni

beloved frend

berjalan2 di genting

lepaking.....

movie??hahahaha

open house

sweet traffict light

mereka yg riang.

duckie n aiman

miss them very much.,muni&myra

sygku cs elva ngan aidy

my beloved frend hid n cece..syg kamu

penjaga kandang selepas bila aku berasa di spore nnt..

kenangan bersama mereka amat bererti bg aku....aku lalui perkara buruk dan baik..kenangan manis bersama mereka akan aku abadikan dlm ingatan..semoga perjalanan dan dugaan yg korang lalui di jadikan pengalaman di masa akan dtg...aku syg korg....

wat hepen after dis? ..tuhan je yg tahu...

aku mengantok sgt hari nih,mana tak nya pas balik dr cyber lepak ngan hid pas aku antar cece aku lek umah on9 jab....pas tuh aku x le tdo....damn it masa anta cece balik aku rs nak tdo sgt2,mcm gam melekat kat mata,balik tak mo tdo...dishhhhhh...may b aku byk berpikir,aiyooo move yana move jgn ko pikir lg..pikir lg sakit mcm2.,,baik tak yah pikir..aku rs aku tdo nak dekat kol 5 pg yer bukan ptg...mak aku da bgn tgk aku ngah tgk tb.,mana tak terkejut org tua tuh,mata aku lebam da mcm mata panda..huhuhu,come on yana let by gone be by gone.,MOVE IT!!...hari nih jumaat hari ke 5 paling aku suka tp tak tau hari nih aku xder mud TOK hari nih.........waktu berkeje jer aku mud busy sikit,abaikan aper yg berlaku di sekeliling aku...bak kata cece bukak bloq yana mcm2 mud ada....hahhaahha...biasa laa hari2 mud lain2..kekadg satu hari tuh mud bertukar2.....bila hepy tos jd dingin jerk....tp x per aku ok jerk...selagi bole handle aku handle...selagi aku leh kawal perasaan masa bekeje tak jd mslh.....hopefully everyting its going smoothly....fuhhh...life must goes on..aku ngah mengira masa tok smpai ke thn depan..emphhh..masa cpt giler..tp mslh goshhh byk tui menimpa aku,ngan mak aku yg tak sihat nyer...euhh..penat n stress....but its ok selagi sabar jd kunci tok aku sgt laa berharga kan kalau aku bersabar..fuhhh...tu jerk laa aku mampu menaip setakat nih...rsnya leptop aku nih pon bole menjerit mintak berenti menaip..hehehehe...daaaaa...


p/s:pesanan penaja..kalau korg da tahu ape yg xpatot korg tau,tolong jgn tya aku kat ym ker myspace,facebook ker atau bloq nih jugak,kenapa?,apesal?,mcm tak caya jerk?tuh rahsia n privacy aku.so...korg tak yah ssh2 payah tya ok...aku mintak maaf if my words agak kasar skit..lately aku mmg tak der mud.yg mana mmg da tau a-z....aku merayu sgttt,zip kan mulut korg k........aku sendiri akan setel ngan dia nnt...korg jgn risau okey....kerjasama amat di hargai bukan di kesali...TQ.....

chowwwwwwwwwww....

Menuai padi di cyber......

padi cyberjaya
hari nih pas abis keje..cm bosan giler n sgtt strees ngan keje yg sgt byk...so aku ngan cece bercadang pegi cyber ambik hid lepak2,cuci mata kt cyber even ptg td aku da p cyber...aku cm bosan giler..so...nak tggu hid balik besoknya mcm tak sabar nak jumpa dia....so....cece ngan rela hati nak pegi cyber ngan syarat aku bwk kete......,cis aku gak nak kena drive kan..seb da biasa ngan kengkwn ..tak per...pas aku ambik cece kat sendul opppsss...sentul tos ambik hid kat cyberia pas tuh kami p ker PADI..konon nya nak lepak old town mcm kl tak der old town kan....jd masing2 da kebulur...so.......kami mkn ngan byk nyer..hhahahahah....

aku mkn chicken wing ngan wedges
hid ngan spagheti cheese bolonaise
cece ngan chicken chop
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tu jer lah aku nak update tok

hari nih .....sajer nak expose gambo2 kami menuai padi di cyber.hehehe..sebab aku x nak bloq aku ber sawang ....hahhaha...


chowwwwww........................

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berteman sepi-erra fazira....

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hepy wit my new life...

hari ni aku happy sgt n refresh...segalanya baru...,kehidupan baru n nafas baru...segalanya baru laa...cuma kandang aku jerk tak baru...hheehehehhe...kiding.......setelah aku pasang niat bgn tgh mlm td so aku harap niat tuh akan kekal selamanya.....
awal aku bgn pas subuh td aku on9 n semak semua kertas keje aku.....yg perlu aku hantar hari nih.......so aku harap semuanya kat opis berjln ngan lancar........bos aku pon suka ngan keje aku jd tak sia2 aku balik lewat bagai semua.....alhamdulillah.....moga murah ler rezeki aku pas nih................emphh...hari nih x ler bzz mana lepas aku bentang keje ngan meeting td aku tos p lunch.....biasa laaa gm aku belanjar...lalalallala....aper yg aku nak ckp just aku nak kongsi kegembiraan aku jerk...
teringat aku mlm td pas aku luahkan segala isi hati aku kt mak aku.....aku rs lega..pendpt aku laa better kita citer pada ibu dr kwn kan...bukan aku kata kwn tak penting...penting jugak....kwn pon segalanya bg kita bila kita ader problem.......,tp ader benda gakkan kita tak perlu citer....tuh terpulang pada individu mcm mana..........kalau aku smlm laaaa kali pertama aku luahkan isi hati smpai aku keluarkan airmata semahunya..mmg lega giler.., apa yg tak perlu aku citer pada mak aku pun aku citer jugak,semua isi2 keluar laa...bukan anak mak tp aku rs tiba masanya aku citer,,rsnya aku selesa ngan mak aku bila berkongsi mlsh...mak kan sentiasa doakan kebahgiaan anaknya sentiasa...amin.....hrmmm...
peada kengkwn aku tak kira laa aku rapat ke tak rapat ker....kot2 aku ader silap tuh terlaser sikit mintak maaf ler.....kot2 korg rimas ataupon tersinggung ker...sory yer...biasa laa aku manusia biasa jerk....hamba allah yg lemah..mana pernah lari dari kesilapan kan....so...aku mintak maaf yer.......aku syg sume kengkwn aku tp biasa laa adat bila da bergadoh masam muka tu perkara biasa....tp jdkan lah semua tuh pengajaran hidup
to my gud frend especialy .......???////`!/3~1 i tink u no who u r..........im sory bcz hurt u n make u fed up with me.....wat ever i tell u yesterday melalui sms tuh i hope u under stand wat im feel......u still r my gud frend for ever...n kita da mcm adik beradik pon...i tak salahkan u bcz i tink i do the same mistake....the way i do make u hurt n fed up wit our frendship....i want u to no even im so angry or fed up wit wat ever u do.......i sendiri tak pernah merajuk lelama....bcz one thing i fikir...,u r the one always wit me yg selalu layan kerenah i bila i ader problem,dats it i hormat frendship kita..now im sory again n always pray for your last semester ni..i hope u can do it....,gud luck mydear............anyway aper pon berlaku sebelum ni i hope sgt jgn ader dendam ok antara kita..bila masa yg sesuai kita jumpa n hangout like b4...hopefully u maaf kan i.......now i xnak fikir daaa...kita sama2 ader space k.......
pada my gud frend yg lain jugak pon sama...aku harap korg tak berkecil hati ngan aku mana yg terlebih kecik ngan aku tol ke ayat aku nih....cuma aku xnak kot2 korg simpan sakit ati korg ker.......so sory once again.....tu jer laaa yg aku nak update aku pon der keje nih........daaaaa.........................................................................

chowwwwwwww!

i like to move it...MOVE IT......

haahahhaha...aku saje jerk letak caption nih,sbb aku ngan cece asyik gelak jerk pasal citer madagascar .smlm kat phavi aku ,soffie ,hid,cece,baron,suzi,wanie,mubarak ader lg sorg dak celcom aku tak tau saper..baron book kol 1215pg.....aku mals nak pot pet panjang2 sbb aper yg aku nak citer aku ngan cece lepak kat macd ampang park mkn set meal MOVE IT...heehehe...kitarg da terkena demam MOVE IT!!..HAHAHHA...tu jerk motif nya...hehehe........

WE LIKE TO MOVE IT..MOVE IT...

tired

OMG.....damn tired..bzz wit my work n after dis dunno wat time should i go back home.......yesterday i wen back around 12 kot......n terasa sunyi giler laaa kat area opis aku tuh ...tp gagah laa jugak berjln ke parking kete......semua problem yg mengatasi pale otak aku ngan senangnya aku lupa...haaa..korg kalau ader prblem tuh tak yah pikir...bzz diri korg 24jam ngan keje jerk..mampu..?
now pas balik dr ikut bos aku ke cyber td meeting ngan client dia....aku masok kete tak tau penat nya tuhan yg tahu..nih laa first aku keje sgt betol aku focus until i forgot my meal....selalunya aku ot til 9pm paling lewat til 10 laaa..but dis week my work like hell......evil mana tah masok dlm badan bos bg aku keje cm aku sorg jerk staff kt situ..pada hal aku p/a dia jerk...sesaper p/a kt luar tuh ader keje cm aku ..mmg korg tau kan strees cm ner.......tomorow i have to finish my presen level 102 yg akan aku smpaikan ke level 200..mampukah...bole kah....kalau aku focus benda tuh jerk 24jam i tink i can finish dlm dua hari....tak yah tgggu mggu depan......aiyoooo....mummyyyyyyy...help me.....huhu

tetiba rindu plak..kat saper..??hehehe

aper aku nak ckp kwn aku kat atas nih tetiba aku cm rindu kat dia sbb cm lama jerk aku tak luang kan masa ngan dia sbb atas perkara yg tak dpt nak elakkan berlaku......huhuhu...tak per next time ader masa kita kuar cm dulu...aku cm rindu nak sakat ko......aku nak ko tahu jauh sudut hati aku x penah pon aku lupakan ko sbg kwn aku ..aper pon aku ttp sayang ko tau....