happy new year...

fuhh lama daaa aku tak jenguk aku nya bloq..bersawang..biasa laaa cuti lama....heheheh....next week aku p singapore...yahuuuuuuuu......any way just one to say happy new year to every body n semua kengkwn aku....azam aku thn nih aper dia..?haaa..rahsia lol.....tak le b tau.....maklum laa ngah berbahagia sekarg kan...ngan saper?..haaa..nnt aku b tau saper dia....hehehehe.yg mana da tau..,sshhh..zip mulut korg....bak kata hid madu ku madu mu jua..tol tak hid..hauhauahaua.....and nak lupakan aper saje pahit yg berlaku dlm hidup aku sepanjang thn 2008..so...2009...coming..aku menghargai aper sahaja yg ader di depan mata aku skrg..and lupakan benda yg tak menghargai kita tak kira mcm mana bentuk sekali pon....ok laaa aku tak le lama nak on9...coz ader keje yg harus di bereskan.....c yaa!!..daaaaa....

kecik hati....

aper yang aku tau aku byk kecik hati sesangat sekarang!!kenapa?ngan siapa?sebabnya...biarlaa aku sorg jer tahu..........huhu..

capek dong..!

bulan yg sgt busy...terkejar sana sini....ptg je aku dpt duduk kejap..nih kejap jerk laaa..pas tuh aku kena organise even tok krismas..da abis even tuh..nak siapkan closing repot...pas tuh wat even tok thn baru..adehhh...peluang tok aku bersama ngan kengkwn kali susah skit..kekdg waktu aku cuti kena keje melainkan hari mggu..satunya hari aku dok umah..sbb penat...kalau keluar pon ader laa aku soh kengkwn yg baik hati ambik...omg..cepat laa abis bulan nih.....capek bangat deh....ok laaa..der keje aku nak bereskan..daaaaaa

persahabatan(sahabat sejati)

Dapet Dari Bulletin Di Friendster nich… setelah gw baca agak menyentuh juga , makanya gw salini di blog ini..
Apa yang kita alami demi teman kadang-kadang melelahkandan menjengkelkan, tetapi itulah yang membuat persahabatanmempunyai nilai yang indah.
Persahabatan sering menyuguhkan beberapa cobaan, tetapipersahabatan sejati bisa mengatasi cobaan itu bahkanbertumbuh bersama karenanya…
Persahabatan tidak terjalin secara otomatis tetapimembutuhkan proses yang panjang seperti besi menajamkanbesi,demikianlah sahabat menajamkan sahabatnya. Persahabatandiwarnai dengan berbagai pengalaman suka dan duka, dihibur-disakiti,diperhatikan-dikecewakan, didengar-diabaikan, dibantu-ditolak,namun semua ini tidak pernah sengaja dilakukandengan tujuan kebencian.
Seorang sahabat tidak akan menyembunyikan kesalahanuntuk menghindari perselisihan, justru karena kasihnyaia memberanikan diri menegur apa adanya.
Sahabat tidak pernah membungkus pukulan dengan ciuman,tetapi menyatakan apa yang amat menyakitkandengan tujuan sahabatnya mau berubah.
Proses dari teman menjadi sahabat membutuhkan usahapemeliharaan dari kesetiaan, tetapi bukan pada saat kitamembutuhkan bantuan barulah kita memiliki motivasimencari perhatian, pertolongan dan pernyataaan kasihdari orang lain, tetapi justru ia beriinisiatif memberikandan mewujudkan apa yang dibutuhkan oleh sahabatnya.
Kerinduannya adalah menjadi bagian dari kehidupan sahabatnya,karena tidak ada persahabatan yang diawali dengan sikap egoistis.Semua orang pasti membutuhkan sahabat sejati,namun tidak semua orang berhasil mendapatkannya.Banyak pula orang yang telah menikmati indahnya persahabatan, namunada juga yang begitu hancur karena dikhianati sahabatnya.
Beberapa hal seringkali menjadi penghancurpersahabatan antara lain :1. Masalah bisnis UUD (Ujung-Ujungnya Duit)2. Ketidakterbukaan3. Kehilangan kepercayaan4. Perubahan perasaan antar lawan jenis5. Ketidaksetiaan.Tetapi penghancur persahabatan ini telah berhasil dipatahkanoleh sahabat-sahabat yang teruji kesejatian motivasinya.
Renungkan :**Mempunyai satu sahabat sejati lebih berharga dari seribu teman yang mementingkan diri sendiri“Dalam masa kejayaan, teman2 mengenal kita. Dalam kesengsaraan, kita mengenal teman2 kita.”**

p/s:bukan senang dpt kita puaskan hati seorg sahabatkan..kekdg akibat memntingkan diri sendiri dan egoistic dlm diri jd persahabatan itu akan hilang...ingat laa kita nih bukan manusia yg sempurna..yg sempurna hanyalah yg maha kuasa lg maha esa.......

love for me...hrmmmm..

memories 17/12/2004 at tmn tun dr ismail

today if im still wif my ex,today is my aniversary on 9 years...but i was tinking,past is past..by gone be by gone YANA!!!wake up.....hrmm wat im want story dis bout him..He only wants me when I don't want him. Likewise, I only want him when he could care less about me. But really, he always cares. He just feigns disinterest and realistically pretends he doesn't give a shit. We've gotten so good at it, this little game we play; it's a sport we've been mastering for a decade. Sometimes I wonder if the game means more to me than he ever did. I've been competing so long that without the battle, I think I'd be lost. I long for his affection; I don't long to wrap myself in his love and feel its warmth pervade my lonely vacancies. I yearn for that, but not from him. But I want to know he lies awake at night, writhing, struggling, deeply feeling, all that he's missing; everything he's lost; how he'll never get it back. He'll never get me back. The day he chooses someone over me, my heart will break. Not out of jealousy and not because I'll wish it were me, but because I'm selfish. And perhaps, manipulative. Because I want him to want me, always. I'm the one who got away, the one he should have done everything he could to hold on to. The one he should have treated...right. We were young. We had our whole lives ahead of us. We weren't meant to be together, not then, not now. But years later, we ricochet between all or nothing. All equals misery. Nothing parallels emptiness. And the game is the undefined area in between. In the undefined, anything goes: hurt, disrespect, exploitation, compassion, lust, cruelty. I'm sick of playing in open-ended terrain. I'm tired of swinging through flames; my heart's tired of burning. Like a peacock who spreads his feathers, every love lost is another inscription on our silhouette of integrity. We may no longer love them, but they shape us nonetheless. We may no longer want to be with them, but learning they want to be with someone else stings. And so we move on. But we carry them with us always, their memories like crinkled photographs, in our back pockets. I don't love you anymore. But you love me. And that makes me feel powerful; it means I've surpassed you; beat you at our game. And that, I love.
mengapa harus cinta..............

busy month!!

OMG pls give me a breath dis month....damn busy wit my work....help me..!!!

i want MR WHITE plsss..lalalalalala

weken time....

today my favarite day.....last day lalalallaa...sok

cuti......ader date...tak sabar.....so hv a gud weken to all my frend....daaaaa...muah

kawan tikam kawan.....?

huh...today a bit busy....terkejar sana sini...byk tui keje kena aku settel kan nih....nih baru laaa reda aku leh ngadap tenet jab....tp kejap jer laa..huhuhu.....baru jer on9...aku terbaca laaa sorg nih kwn aku nya...tp aku xnak ckp laa per dia....but aku tak tau laa pd sape dia tuju....secara kesimpulannya pada pendpt aku laaaa...peribahasa pernah mengatakan sarang tebuan jgn di jolok...maka bila di jolok jdnya lain......tak kasar kan bahasa aku....cuma aku memberitahu melalui peribahasa jerk...bukan tok sesaper tp kita perlu laa paham dan beringat ngan peribahasa tuh...kalau tak paham ngan peribahasa tuh nnt aku beli kan kamus peribahasa okey x?berbalik pd citer td.,ape pendpt korg kwn tikam dr belakang..korg tau ker peribahasa nih...kalau tau bagus la,,,,kalau x tau meh aku bg tahu...alaaa...kwn yg suka mengata belakang,depan baik belakang tikam ko...huh nih pendpt aku laaa,aku pernah gak mcm nih...tp benda tuh da lepas pon.pd aku kita terima jerk per yg berlaku,n maaf kan,janji takkan berlaku lagi,.tp kes yg tikam tp xnak masok jail tuh cmner?maksud aku ckp jer tp x berani nak bersemuka...tuh lagi parah.......pendpt aku laa,kalau x puas hati baik ckp terang2 kan.i mean ckp face to face to aper ko x puas hati.......tak payah ko p smpai kan kat org sana sini..tol tak...?nnt jd kes lain org smpai citer cm nih da bertukar2 citer...kalau dia nak berterusan mengata belakang2SUKA ATI LU LAA NAK WAT CMNER PON ,KALAU TUH LU PUAS HATI,gi pon aku bukan laaa manusia yg PERFECT...aku pon manusia yg tak lari dari kesalahan,x gitu.dan satulagi peribahasa dah ludah jilat balik..korg tau ker aper maksudnya...okey kalau tau gak bagus tak yah aku citer panjang lebar,pendpt aku laa,kalau kita pernah krisis ngan org tuh sakit hati cmner pon ,satu hari kita ttp kena maaf kan dia jugakkan,takler sepanjang masa kita nak bergado masam muka tol tak....buang yg keruh ambik yg jernih?tp kalau dia taknak menjernih kan keadaan tak mengapalah cuma aku leh pesan semoga dia bahgia aper yg dia wat..tuh jerk..aku percaya pada karma..believe it.. sbb gi pon aku nih jenis yg pemarah jugak,tp bila lama2 tuh aku nih jenis cpt cooldown n cepat jd pemaaf..so....aper kata kita bermaafan jer..tol tak?

.itu aku kata pendpt aku laaa....pendpt korg mcm mana lak?ok laaa....aku der keje nih......tuh jer nak aku taip tok ari nih..

daaaaaaa....

ps:pendpt di atas tiada kena mengena ngan hidup atau da meniggal dunia..tu cuna pendpt..saper terasa tuh gua mintak maaf laaa..

i tink i hate u..

i tink i hate u..i hate u much..

but why i cant..

do i still need u..god ..bless me...im not strong enough..pls..give strength,

i hv to keep on moving, i dunno wat will hepen to me but i truly nows,i still love him dats it.....huhuhuhu....

p/s:note ni bukan tok seseorg yg aku gelar kawan,yg mmg da ku anggap spt adik beradik sory,bkn tok dia..tp tok seseorg yg pernah aku lalui pahit manis dulu..sape?biar lah rahsia..sbb aku xnak bila aku luahkan nnt ader yg salah phm.betol laa kengkwn ckp kenapa aku susah nak bukak pintu hati aku tok org lain..nih laa jawapannya..aku harap korg paham.omg..tolong la aku hapuskan sume memori tuh..huhuhu

aktiviti2 4 hari cuti..

hey ya heyya hey ya!!miss my bloq...4 hari aku x bukak tenet...biasa laa cuti 4 hari termasuk smlm aku mc kan...byk agenda bersama2 kengkwn stat dr jumaat......

jumaat mlm aidy txt aku ajk p lq....tp fared ckp nak p poppy last2 deside p poppy jugak..sume berkumpul kat celcom...so..aku p ngan ptam,sara,fared aizul ngan maksu p ngan aidy....smpai sana aku layan rnb jerk bes giler sume lagu2 dia...sara sorg jerk layan house kat tingkat atas.....balik cm biasa laaa pelita laa mana lg....aku balik ngan ptam....aku x tau yg ptam xder lesen..,lesen hilang p ganti balik bole.....iskkk.......aku lak lesen p tggl dlm kete aku...bwk ic nggn duit jerk nak d jdkan citer.....ptam berenti tepi jln depan convension centre koz depan tuh ader roadblok..ptam benti situ soh aku...'aku tya ptam?ko benti asal,?ko minum byk ker td?ptam:ko drive mak munah aku xder lesen...,terkezut jab..awal tak nak b tau soh aku bwk lesen kan.......tos aku kol sara soh dtg ambik kitarg,i mean soh fared ker atau aidy bwk kete.diarg lak stuck kat depan aloha bapak lama..jem nya pasal.....sementara menunggu diarg pta da dok belakang,tiba2 pakcik polis tuh dtg naik motor trafick bukak pintu kitarg,pakcik traffict:nih ape hal dok kat sini kamu lari dari roadblok yer.....aku:ehh tak laa pakcik ,saya tggu kwn dtg sini....pakcik:pemandu mana?takkan kete nih jln sendiri....aku da tak tau nak ckp aper...aku ckp kwn saya p ambik kwn....pakcik:takkan dia leh jln p sana jln kaki nmpak sgt kamu tipu nak lari dr kesalahan...kamu mabuk yer...?aku:pakcik saya x mabuk ,sumpah ....saya mintak maaf pakcik mmg saya tggu kwn saya...aiyoooo timew tuh ngan ptam da cuak giler sbb dia bg tempoh 5 minit jer dok kat situ kalau tak kete tuh diarg nak tarik...moral off the story....mr aiman yg gedik p buat ko nya lesen cepat bole!aiyooo aku x nak kena tahan lesen tak der nok.............walaupon enjoy mlm tuh ttp kena tahan ngan pakcik traffick kan...

sabtu:kol 10.30 aku da bgn..nak p klang cadang nya...tp matme kol ajk p phavilion ngan reha lepak2...reha lak nak beli contactlense..merata2 cari akhirnya cari kat kat area umah aku jerk.....p mkn ngan matme ngan reha then kitarg beli jco...matme pon da terpengaruh beli laa jugak tok diri sendiri kan......pas lepak ngan diarg aku tos p klang...koz famili aku sume da ader kat sana..........

ahad:aku bgn agak lmbt..tuh pon hid kol aku byk kali...tp aku ttp xdpt angkat bcz tak larat nak bukak mata.....kol 1.45 gak laa aku bgn .,heeeeee,kemas bilik aku jab,tos mandi bersiap bcz aku da berjanji ngan cece ngan hid nak p tgk citer BOLT,destinasi nya phavilion....phavilion lagi,cece ambik aku kat rumah kol 3 lebih....n berteman seseorg bernama Z bukan nama sebenar..sbb identiti takkan di beritahu...hehhehee,pecah lobang nnt kan cece kan...hahahhahaha,pas tuh aku antar cece ngan z dulu p phavi bcz cece nak ambik ticket then tos aku p ambik hid kat umah......show movie kitarg kol 510....emphhh..bes citer tuh....tp pas tuh aku pening...bcz pakai spek 3D wat aku pening pale.....pas tuh tgk movie kitarg p piramid mkn...mulanya nak p asia cafe,memandang kan cuaca tdk mengizinkan kitarg p piramid jerk mkn kenny rogers..plan asalnya.nak mkn wendys laa carls jr laa akhirnya mkn kt tpt lain..otw balik baron kol hid ajk lepak kat rasa syg.....time tuh aku da mcm mabuk skit..pening cm nak muntah balik tos tdo...

isnin:pagi2 lagi aku da bgn tolong mak aku hidang mkn n buat aper2 yg patot.hari tuh aku rajin sgt buat kek..pg2 lagi aku da bgn.gipon bf adik aku famili dia nak dtg merisik pas zohor kang...pas org sembahyang raya biasa laa aku dpt msg kengkwn wish raya cm raya aidilfitri lak.....meriah...sembg2 ngan mak aku ,ayah aku p tolong org sembelih lembu...pas daging nya aku masak sup ngan wat rendang...dpt laa dua famili hari tuh ngans sedara2 mkn.mlm tuh aku xwat aper...cuma penat mengataso segala mas kol nak dtg lepak cheras nak bg barang ktnya...so aku ngan matme lepak kt biasa laa...mana lagi mamak hajris...heeeee.


selasa:hari nih aku mc..bgn pagi jerk aku kol opis ckp aku mc..heee...jgn contohi aku yer.......laalalallalala...malas nak p keje...gi pon pale aku pening cm nak muntah......pas mandi..aku bekpes tdo lek.....tghari baru bgn..hahahhaa,then aku teringin nak mkn macd...kol laa mas ngan matme ajk diarg p sana....pas mas abis keje dia dtg even penat..ajk matme sekali .ujan lebat giler..tp gigih gak p sana,.b4 tuh matme txt aku:jd ke kuar mkn nih?aku:jd mas kuar rumah 3.30 kang..matme:tak la maksud aku kot2 ko nak p tpt len ker..p macd jer kan..,aku pakai selipar jerk,tak yah over2 bersiap kalau p macd jerk..aku:ye laa aku pon pakai selipar jerk..wat per nak over2...last2 otw nak p macd tiba2 mas kata bila lagi nak p karok cm dulu..matme ckp ok jerk..skrg pon bole..aiyooo masa tuh tos kol reha tanpa berpikir p tos kitarg p ktv imbi melalak 2 jam...balik tuh mkn kat mamak...tak merancang pon.....sory e ngan ben bukan tak nk ajk korg...gi pon korg bzz ngan asimenkan..gi pon time tuh koarg der klas kan....jd kitarg p tos..xper plan karok seterusnya mayb krismas day or thn baru okey..kita melalak cm dulu okey....tgguuuuuuuuuuuu

FRENDS wit your ex???

Do you stay friends with your exes? Are there certain exes you’re able to remain friends with, and others that you’re not? Why?What constitutes a “bad ex” -- someone you simply have to sever all ties with, from a “good ex” -- a person that, though you no longer work with romantically, you deem to be a good person, and a friend you want to hold onto?After every failed romantic relationship, I think about this: will this be a guy I’ll stay friends with? And usually I know the answer – the correct answer – immediately. For me, it depends on a few things, the first being whether or not we ever had an actual friendship. Whether he was my friend first, or we just managed to build a solid, special bond during our time together, when genuine friendship underlies the relationship, I find I don’t want to wholly eliminate that person from my life. Though difficult, and oftentimes painful – especially if one, or both people, still has feelings for the other – in these circumstances, I always try to gently, carefully, peel away the layer of romance, leaving only loving friendship in its place.The other factor that helps me determine if I’ll stay friends with an ex is whether or not I truly respected him as a person. Sure, he might have seemed wonderful during those first few stages of crush-dom – those eyes, his curls, that deep, sexy voice! – but a few months later, if I found that those were his only redeeming qualities, and his other qualities consisted of yelling at waiters, belittling me and my friends, and publicly humiliating me…at least once a week, it was a pretty sure thing I was going to completely boot him from my life.Fortunately, I’ve only ever dated very few people I didn’t respect, or who I didn’t build sincere connections with. And, as I’ve come to realize throughout the years, I had to date those completely wrong-for-me guys to learn what it is I do want, and deserve, in a mate. Plus, I credit them for teaching me about standing up for myself, learning to realize that it’s their own insecurities and problems, not mine, that make them treat others so heartlessly.That leaves the rest of my exes. The majority. The good guys, who, for whatever reason -- bad timing, lack of chemistry or passion for the other, opposing values, distance -- despite their “good-ness”, I just didn’t work out with romantically.They are still my friends. For the most part, anyway. And no matter how often, or how little, we talk, I feel enriched by their presences in my life. They’ve all had a hand in shaping me into the person, and most certainly the romantic counterpart, that I am today.

They’ve prepared me for A, my true love; the guy that I hope to be with always. I can guarantee if I’d met him even a few years ago, before some of these pivotal relationship experiences, I wouldn’t have been ready for him. Though I am not perfect – far from it! – I am at least now a version of myself that works well in this healthy, communicative relationship; I am able to communicate openly and effectively, something that, until a couple years ago, I was not able (or aware of how) to do.Most of these exes have moved on to find their loves, as well, and that thrills me. And the ones who haven’t I have no doubt soon will. After all, they are the good guys. And I’m sure I had my hand in shaping and teaching them a thing or two as well (I hope!).So what about you? Are you able to remain friends with your exes?

merisik??

after meeting td i hav my lunch wit nadia and hana,,,then bersembg pasal trip next month.....ke mana tunggguuuuuuuu....aku sgt2 laa mengantok ptg nih..hujan lebat mmg sedap kalau dpt tdo kan.yg membuat aku mengantok sbb aku dpt tdo 4jam smlm...tak bole tdo punya pasal kan so aku balik as usual lor today bcz nak bayar balik tdo aku yg x ckup......tomorow is fabuolas friday ..yeayy!!stat cuti smpai isnin..kan raya haji isnin tu....lom ader plan lg.all my frend out there wait for me huh..miss already all my frend....nnt aku update bloq balik yer aktiviti 3 hari tuh.aper yg aku tau isnin tu belah lelaki bf my sister dtg merisik..alhamdulillah...jawapnya langkah bendul..tuh agaknya aku terjaga dr tdo kot mlm td...maklum laa tak lama lg antara my sibling ader yg da berumah tangga..teringat aku zaman bercinta nak bertunang bagai tp tak jd....its okey jodoh pertemuan di tangan tuhankan.moga laa aku bertemu jodoh hendaknya..mana tak nya semua kengkwn aku yg da kawin tanya bila lagi..hrmmm...no comment..makin hari makin tua jer rasanya even nak masok 2 bulan lg my befday.26 thn daa...isshh...new year around the corner...azam korg aper...?aku punya azam dr thn nih nak bwk ke thn depan aper dia...rahsia..hahahahah...ok laaaa nih jerk aku mampu nak taip...im so tired n so sleepy rite now........

daaaaaaaa..
chowwww

3 a.m...wat hepen to me..?

yesterday 3:00 a.m i wake up.For years now, this has been a waking time. On a good night, I rouse, see the clock, , try to shut my eyes, and will myself back to sleep. A typical night leaves me restless for another hour or so. Lately, I've just surrendered and gotten up.

I turn to late night TV, the internet or some light entertaining novel or magazine. I have to watched it enough that its familiarity might comfort me back to sleep, though this time in the comfy chair rather than the bed. It has to be good enough to really watch again if that doesn't happen. I might give myself a facial, pluck my eyebrows or wax dip my hands. I just won't do a manicure. This time of the day guarantees I'll smudge fresh polish. It's a good time of night for supper, and that can actually set the stage for small, frequent meals during the day.The main thing is that I cannot use this time to think. Not 3:00 a.m. Even the brightest happy thoughts can be twisted at this time of day.
This is a time for LOLcats or throwing things at people on Facebook,myspace and this bloq. My thoughts have not been so dark that I'm running from them. I'm just a little hesitant to even give them an opportunity to turn dark. I miss thinking on that level, skating the line between mindful, honest observation of self and gut level emotion, trying to contain both within the discipline of lucid self expression.

I've gotten some good writing out of those deeply introspective moments, and I've really missed writing well,OMG pls gave me a bless and peaceful in my life.

AMIN!!

tanpa dan harapan

Resah yang kuUbah dalam kata Melukiskan kesunyian Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti
Meski Pagi itu menatapiAkan sunyi tanpamuMenemani aku sepi

Tanpa..Cintamu aku resahTanpa..Kasihmu aku hampaTanpa..Dirimu aku matihohoo…

Kini benar-benarku rasakan Dalam benuk hatiku tanpamuKu tak mengerti Takut Takut jauh dari dirimuKan kau tinggalkan aku sendiri Tanpamu ku mati Hohoo…
Resah yang kuUbah dalam kata Melukiskan kesunyian Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti

today not so busy....yg membuat aku bzz pg ngan td jerk...so...stat from tomorow my bos not around,holiday for one week..yeyay!!so i just wanna spend my time to dis bloq...miss it bcz off my work yg sgt byk....td aku just dgr lagu2 yg upload n aku nak burn dlm cd..then aku dgr lg nih dr kumpulan 6th sence ngan fazli zainal +harapan..aku teringat si mas suka kan lagu tanpa nih..bila dgr2 aku pon jd suka lagu nih.and lagu fazli zainal nih aku dgr kat hot fm td...sebenarnya i miss sumone but dunno how to say...he is my frend n long time i never meet him..hope he ok may god bless him.aku rindu giler ngan dia smpai aku mimpi dia lak mlm td hahahha..xpenah2 pon nak mimpi dia,aku mimpi yg dia sakit.hopefully dia sihat walafiat.kol??bkn aku xnak kol ,dia bzz ngan keje2 dia n mayb he need a time so..aku xmo kacau dia.rindu aku tak payah ckp laa.rindu sorg kwn kpd kwn baik jer yer...aper yg korg pikir.sbb may b mlm td aku teringat yg aku byk spend time ngan dia.ssh senang..emphh..but its okey aku paham situasi skrg..aper yg aku rs skrg bukan krn perasaan aku ader feeling2 JATUH CINTA ker..bukan yer..nan ado..tp feeling2 sbb aku syg dia n semua kengkwn aku.sbbnya aku da penat nak bergadoh daaa.hope pas nih semuanya berjln ngan okey.aku cuma mendoakan kebahagiaan dan kesejahteraan dia dr jauh jerk..tu jerk aku mampu.niat aku satu jer ,aku x nak bermusuh ngan sesaper pon n tak terlintas dia hati tok aku buang kwn spt dia.mungkin sbb kebusyan aku membuat aku lupa semuanya and aku xpikir pon pasal dia,sama mcm aku dpt jumpa ngan siA.,lepas rindu...sejak kitarg break off,mana penah jumpa,tp kitarg still jd kwn gak even kitarg da xder paper..cinta sejati uollsss hee.sedih lak bloq aku hari nih...tp tu jer laa dpt aku luah kan dlm bloq nih.....daaaa

tq to all my frend..

hey guys...im so bz like hell dis week..tak sempat nak post paper pon even byk benda yg patot aku pos..heee...anyway thank you to everyone who read and commented on my BLOG I cannot begin to tell you how helpful it has been for me to journal my mourning process on this blog. Not only has it helped me to work through and understand my own feelings, you have all rallied around me and created an endlessly supportive and loving community; when I don't feel comfortable sharing my sadness and grief with the people in my daily life, I turn to you guys to vent and disclose. I heed your advice, and gain strength from your encouragement.Thank you for letting me share my range of emotions on wat ever matter, It wasn't these friendships that caused me to start blogging. It was my love of writing, and a sense that having a blog, would force me to write everyday. It hasn't. I skip plenty of days. But what I never skip is checking in on all of you. Reading your thoughts. Wanting to be there for you and give you virtual hugs in your times of need, and feeling excited for and giddy with you during your happiest moments.

i want to say thank you for helping me through my difficult times. The support and solace I've gained from you continues to help me in ways you'll never know. And the love and prayers I received during my health scare had just as much to do with making me well as the healing properties of medicine and time. And my joys mean more to me because you are there experiencing them with me. We've become like family, and I love that. And I look so forward to continuing to build these bonds that have become so important to me.So, no, it wasn't these friendships that caused me to start blogging -- as I said before, when I began this journal I didn't have any idea the scope and depth of the relationships and connections forged in the blogosphere -- but now, they are most certainly one of the main reasons I continue.

lots of love

yana

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